“I know how to lose! But go fuck yourself.”
With three minutes remaining in the last quarter-final on Saturday, 2019 world champ Italo Ferreira held a lead and priority over Jack Robinson.
Robinson needed a high six, an achievable score but a solid one for a day with waves of uncertain quality.
Jack hunted for space, but Italo gave none. The men were so close their arms clashed on every paddle stroke.
“That is how you get your opponent in check,” said Rabbit. “He is within the turning circle of his surfboard.”
Sets roll through.
Out of position, they duck the first ones.
Less than a minute-and-a-half remains. Italo is forced to utilise his priority and take a wave.
It sections on takeoff but he floats it smoothly. He wraps under the lip, turns off the bottom, comes back and hits it. As the wave fattens he wraps twice more before hitting the end section with power.
It’s as good as any in the heat so far, and looks certain to at least equal the 7.10 he’s currently holding as his top score.
He rides out in the whitewash, standing tall and triumphant. One arm with outstretched index finger is in the air, pointing towards the beach and judges.
He thumps his chest with his fist.
Job done, heat wrapped.
But, not quite.
With just twenty seconds remaining Robinson takes off on a mediocre wave. He carves under the lip with some speed, comes back, hits the lip again, before nursing the flatter section. He makes the end section in unspectacular fashion, clapping himself to the beach.
The wave is fine, but looks unlikely to trouble the result, particularly given Italo’s final, larger wave.
The partisan crowd are audible, as they have been throughout Jack’s final wave, but the cheers seem disproportionate to the ride.
We wait for the scores to drop.
It’s likely that Robinson has his second best scoring wave, but unlikely that it’s enough. It’s unclear how much he knows about Italo’s final ride.
The camera stays with Jack. He stops on the stairs and closes his eyes. He is mouthing something we cannot hear, a silent incantation to the judges, willing them to give him the score.
It works.
He’s given a straight seven, Italo a 6.70.
It was almost as if the scores had been mixed up.
The cameras follow both men on a split-screen, once again highlighting the clear and uncanny improvements in production quality at this event.
Jack is congratulated by friends and supporters, Italo smashes his board on the walls of the locker room and screams at the wind. Someone in his entourage quickly puts a cap over the camera lens.
As Jack heads to the lockers, a crew of cameramen are seen rushing out, clearly in pursuit of a furious Ferreira on his way to confront the judges. If this is the Make or Break crew, which I can only presume it is, they are certainly getting the drama they’re looking for.
Then, in an uncharacteristically slick move by production, we see a drone angle of a shirtless Italo in the judges tower demanding answers.
It was genuinely engaging and for once the WSL were not shying away from the negative side of professional sport.
For every winner, there must be a loser, and often this is more compelling.
And what of winning?
Have you tasted success? Did you like it?
More importantly, what did it do to you?
Whatever your understanding of success, I don’t think it’s a stretch for me to suggest that not one of you has come so far in such a short period of time as Italo Ferreira.
But, at what cost?
Remember who Italo was when he came on Tour.
He was unknown to all of us, but a clear talent with an electrifying backhand. Out of the water he was characterised by a beaming smile and endearingly broken English.
Seems like someone else now, right?
Who could’ve predicted this character arc. It’s a mere four years since he won his first event, three since his world title. Chalk up an Olympic Gold medal, national hero status and millions of followers.
Who else in the history of surfing has become so detached from who they once were because of success in competition?
The impact is apparent in his demeanour, his physicality and his style.
His body looks hewn from granite. It’s adorned with elaborate piercings and jewellery, risqué fashion choices and tattoos. He travels with influencer girlfriends and an entourage. He sprays aggressive slogans on his boards. And he wears an almost permanent scowl.
All of this is fine. His choices are his choices, but it’s a long, long way from a boy whose first surfboard was the lid from a cooler where his father kept the fish he sold on the beach.
In the space of a few short years Italo Ferreira might as well have been whisked away from his old life and transported to another planet, and all because of surfing.
Realistically, it’s hard for any of us to truly empathise with Italo or understand his psychology.
But winning is addictive.
It doesn’t matter what the context is, once you’ve had it you never want to let it go.
What would you do to keep hold of this feeling?
Would you clench your jaws around it like a terrier with a rat, shake until its spine snaps, until its belly tears open from anus to throat, and blood and entrails drip from your chin?
That’s Italo’s approach to surfing. It has changed his life and he’s not about to let it go.
During the heat there was a phone-in from Tom Carroll. He revealed he and Italo share an affinity.
They “just clicked,” said Tom.
“It makes perfect sense,” agreed Joe.
But the Tom Carroll today, meditative, measured, intelligent, is different to the Tom Carroll of old.
I wonder which side of the man Italo identities with?
And what does Carroll see of himself in Ferreira?
I’ve no doubt that Italo will figure things out, but it might not be this year. It might take time and perspective, and perhaps some help.
We can’t fault his hunger or drive, nor should we deny him it. Without consequence and passion sport is nothing, and that’s what Italo gives us.
“Eu sei perder! Mas vai tomar no C…” he tweeted after the dust had settled. Complete with middle-finger emoji.
Translation: “I know how to lose! But go fuck yourself.”
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Courtney got robbed! Her 7.5 was at least a point better than Tyler’s 7.3
Arghh fuck man, sorry to hear. Thats a lot on one mans plate. Hope you got some support. Jesus, I gotta stop wallowing in this divoree/work bullshit and start moving while I can. Don’t be a stranger around here, great place to let off some steam and do think about penning another article!
What ya battling if you don’t mind me asking?
Maybe save yourself the headfuck and tune in for the good stuff after Margs!
“The public opinion should not matter to the judges unless it is in favour of Italo”
Sick one, goochpincher.
Robbo won that heat fair and square, you’re just didn’t see it because you were too busy licking the discharge off Italo’s discarded panties.
You do realise Aus is not the only place where betting on surfing is legal, right? So why is it so clearly Australia that is too blame?
If you want to talk about blatantly biased can we also mention that the Brazilian judges were consistently giving the two highest scores on the panel for the Brazilians, and the two lowest scores on the panel for non-Brazilians?
I guess you just can’t accept that sometimes the cry is free.
Watched the heat. I am a broken down 49 yr old New Jersey surfer, so in a nutshell I suck. Robinsons last wave I could of surfed better.
I totally agree with on that it’s a circus!
And don’t agree at all with this news of beach grit JP Currie. Who are you to judge Ítalo character. Brazilians are suffering discrimination for a long time in WSL (world shame league) being literally robbed with underscores. Therefore I don’t think that JP understand what is to be a minority to be talking abou Ítalo character. He is so true to his core and that’s why he reacts like that. Enough of this people talking about what they don’t know, it just fallacy and real discrimination.
for last waves
i give it to Jack two strong moves one vertical jacks wave was a little better italo over claimed just because you over claim does not mean you automatically get the score
Italio definitely won that heat..I been surfing all my life so I like to think my view is real and fair.Ive seen this happen to Italio alot though so I’m not surprised. Shame.All the hard work he does..He trains harder than anyone on tour besides kelly being 50 and all.
Electrifying backhand. If you weight highly the incessant backhand rotors into the flats then yes, but IF’s rail game on his backhand has not evolved, he still turns under the lip and if ain’t going rote then the judges probably aren’t interested. A victim of his own success?
He surfed nowhere near the level of his 2018 win there. Looked slower, turns were not placed on the most critical sections, and bottom turns were not linked as well. Granted, all of that is hard when it is lumpy and bumpy but Robbo ticked those boxes more thoroughly on his waves – I have no doubt his coach had identified the judging pattern and relayed it to Jack prior to the heat.
What do you mean “ONE of the benefits”? That particular phrasing indicates that you have not the slightest fucking idea what you are talking about.
In an elite athlete, that isn’t ONE of the benefits. Maybe do your research before stating utter horseshit.
There are several indicators if someone is using test/steroids. He doesn’t demonstrate a SINGLE one of them. Wind your fucking neck in. If you don’t have a fucking clue what you are talking about, them maybe just don’t comment eh?
Edit: And you can’t “destroy yourself”. Bear in mind that you are talking about a professional, elite athlete who probably spends more time in the gym and water training in a year than you will do in a lifetime. Instead of casting aspersions, maybe just take a deep breath, think to yourself “Am I being an utter cunt here?” and then realise that, yes, you are! These guys work RIDICULOUSLY hard for this shit. And you, Mr. Nobody for Buttfuck Nowhere fancies using the internet to suggest that he’s juicing. And you’re suggestint that with a clear lack of ANY problems understanding or knowledge. What a massive cunt you must be
What happened to Luke? Why is he no more? I miss him.
That’s not really the way that the judging system works… The judges don’t all need to give him a 7 for it to be a 7.
Well, here’s an article written by someone who has never spent even 5 minutes with the dude. He is one of the most welcoming, nicest pros I have ever been lucky enough to meet. Shares waves (unlike most of those wankers) and is a generally VERY likeable guy.
Let me try to understand… You are saying that now his body is “carved out of granite”. I can only assume that you are suggesting that hitting the gym if you want to improve your performance in the water is a poor idea. Interesting take you have there.
Then you seem to be complaining about his choice of girlfriend. Quite why that concerns you is, quite frankly, weird. And worrying.
And then there’s the low key mockery of his choice of piercings, etc. What the FUCK are you smoking? Since when is it acceptable to judge people based on their personal stylistic choices.
Just imagine for a second that you had trained your entire life to reach your current position at the peak of the world’s professional surfing tour. Think about all the sacrifices that you and your family have made for that to happen. Think about all the miles of travel. All the plane tickets. All the cost which is, at an early stage of a career at least, crippling. Then imagine that a bunch of demonstrably incompetent wankers at a judging table make such a totally ridiculous decision. You (or I) might be able to dismiss that as “Ah well, it’s only one result”. But it’s not. That utterly fucked up decision has an effect on his career. It could easily cost him a championship. Who knows… Maybe it costs him his last chance at a championship. Injuries happen.
Couple that with the fact that it was SO clear that those dickhead judges were influenced by the crowd and he was probably half-expecting this bullshit, I’m not surprised that he went up there and demanded an explanation. I would have done a lot LOT worse!!
You don’t reach the pinnacle of any sport by being a “happy-go-lucky guy with a constant smile on your face”. You get there with absolute laser focus and a cut-throat mentality. If you want to knock him for developing a more aggressive, focussed mindset, then you go for it. But it kinda shows how utterly detached you are from understanding what it takes to be an elite athlete and, more so, what it takes to win titles.
Maybe show a bit of respect eh?
And maybe you should brush up on your reading skills.
This article agrees with pretty much everything you’ve said:
1. Italo shouldn’t have lost
2. You can’t blame him for being angry given where he has come from
3. We should appreciate his passion
As for the comments on his style etc. None of it mocks him, there is no complaint about it, it is simply descriptive. The following paragraph literally says “all of this is fine, his choices are his choices”, and it is merely used as further explanation of how much he has changed in a short space of time.
So how about you show some “respect” and read it properly before you come commenting?
Moral of the story we hung around long enough to see Medina turn into the good guy and Italo as the bad guy. Sorta like Andy being sanctified with sins forgotten and Kelly becoming the arrogant anti vaxer.
We’ve gone full jerk circle, why is Beachgrit not reporting this relevant news?
https://www.theguardian.com…
I can’t recall, but did Italo know how well Jrob surfed his last wave? as in, did he think / know he was ripped off, or just fuming he lost?
Think it’s more anger of being “underscored” and losing as a result.
Please?
So what’s your gut instinct Jen? You think he’s juicing it, or not? Or can’t say? Or don’t want to say?
I have a Masters in Sports Science and Physiology. My Masters thesis was specifically on the effects and efficacy of PEDs, with a focus on a few selected anabolic steroids and “over-the-counter” testosterone replacement therapies.
There are several tell-tale signs if someone is juicing. Italo doesn’t display a SINGLE one of them.
You can never be 100% certain but, given the evidence, I would bet a LOT of money that he’s not juicing. You know what these “internet experts” are like though… They do love to throw these accusations about without actually understanding the subject matter at ALL.
Honest question: What are tell-tale signs?
Thanks for your educated reply. You obviously know a lot more about this stuff than I do. I didn’t think he was, as I’m an Italo fan, and would hate to hear that about him. Thanks again for sharing your knowledge on the subject.